s e c r e t g a r d e n

i saw only darkness and dead end. then i made plans, i should continue my own life. he seems didn't care, i hope he'd think at least feel, if he admitted to have strong intuition. my days were chaos. i can't see something could help. i didn't know where God was. He angry, at last. in recent days. maybe.

and who can solve my puzzle?

who was right, who was wrong?

something i need to do is continue my old plans. instead of regretting my decision on the past. i don't like to think there was a huge thing that controls me. he urged me to follow it and bury my dreams. i've got to get up, let them away. i need enlightment give me a way out.

avoid things are my favorite words.

it's time to try new things in life. 3 years deadline are ahead.