s e c r e t g a r d e n

I've been in very bad condition. really bad and getting worse everyday. I'm ruining my life and it's still going on.

Let's called it dark moments of me. Then I spend my time with reading a lot of books. any kind of them. I just follow my heart.. to seek something. to understand something, and they bring me to conspiracy stories. just a thought. but important, i think.

what is happened today, everything has reasons. no coincidence.

"dark ages, dark moment, need some lights. bring me to light."

dear God, I need to discuss this.